Honestly, I hate it when people use me. Use me just to do their homework, use me to hook them up with my friends. They only know me when they need me, or worse they only know me when they need something from me. What hurts here is when they get what they want, I’ll be a speck of dust to them again. I’m so tired of this. I want to be important to someone. I’m just so tired.

I am thinking of deleting my Tumblr now.

I don’t know. I feel like sharing my feelings on Tumblr seems not safe anymore. I mean, I get judged by the people nowadays. And what I hate most is not being able to actually say what I really want. Thinking they’ll all say something about how dramatic I am. Or how I want attention. And also.. almost half of my schoolmates and friends know my blog and are actually following me. I don’t know, I feel like Tumblr isn’t that safe anymore. I’d rather use a diary where I can rant and no one will judge me but my own self.

D: Everyday, when I come back from school I have a routine. Get changed, eat rice (LOL. yenno what it is :D)  take a nap, eat dinner and then do my homework that lasts for hours. Cos I can’t concentrate as much. That’s away from the computer. I obviously am a big procrastinator in life. Then, if I got time, I’d open the computer just to check updates on Facebook. Sadly, my parents wouldn’t let me blog or stay too long. I miss Summer when I actually had no life, just blogging and re-blogging things. And now it’s back to tons of homework, unnatural hair, waking up early, and I’m holding a pen now when it used to be the mouse and I’m facing an actual book when it used to be a large screen in front of me. I’M BACK TO BUSINESS. and I kinda hate it.

(: Good Night Tumblr. Goodbye Summer. You taught me a lot of things.

D: I still have to wait for an hour. D: Is it just me or?

STAY CLASSY.

this summer was full of mistakes I wouldn’t learn from.

These “If you love God, reblog this. If not, keep scrolling.” or the “If you love God, post this as your status, if not, go ahead. keep scrolling.” things on Facebook and here on Tumblr wouldn’t make you any saint or whatnot. It’s all about the prayer and faith you put into God. Just because I don’t reblog or post them, doesn’t mean I don’t love God. I do love Him. More than anything else or anyone else in the planet. I just don’t have to brag it all the time cos I know we all fail to show Him how much we love Him. He is my God, and I worship Him everyday. I pray every morning I wake up, before every meal and before I sleep. I may not be as expressive as others, but deep down, I know who my God is. ‘nuf said.

BUNCH OF TWO-FACED PEOPLE. UGGGGGGHHHHHH!