I just don’t like how my best friend thinks I’m not over this guy anymore. I mean, if you can’t get over your ex what made you think I can’t too? We’re two different people, I was fucked over — and by fucked over, I meant him sleeping with another girl, flirting with others, constantly making me feel worthless and all those kind of shit — but her? She wasn’t cheated on but she still thinks she has the worst life. She can’t get over him because she herself knew he was a better guy than my ex. Sigh. You’re my best friend but it’s wrong to compare your relationship with mine…

I want you to notice it. I want you to appreciate every bit of it. I won’t do anything just to feel unappreciated and shit. I’m human, of course I’ll get hurt if you don’t appreciate the little things that I do. What more if I do big? Please don’t make me waste my time.

So sick and tired. Lol.

But then, my two best friends are still snoring their lives to the second world. And my other best friend lives in Narnia Philippines so we can’t spend time together.

OH. And I don’t have a boyfriend (: Soooo great. I’m so lonely..

How easy was it to forget me like that? How easy was it to just replace me by someone? I do not understand. I tried. But you never show me how grateful you are for having me. You still give me bullshits like I don’t know the truth.

This will be the last time I’ll be talking about you. And say your name.

Not with my best friend, not with my closest friends in school, not even on Tumblr. I just can’t be myself anymore. It’s either I get judged and criticized with everything I do, or people tend to misunderstood what my opinion is about certain things. Maybe it’s because of the fact that I can’t explain really well and society scares me to lose friends whenever I try to be myself. I’m tired of feeling this way.

I don’t see any stories behind it. LOL. the old one was cooler, it connects with each other. (if you know what I’m talking about.)